I have always wanted a website, ate the start point, what i want is to share something on the social media, because we don’t think that we can gradually build our own influence.But ask myself, where is this belief from? It’s from others’opinion like the book 《show your work》.

Think that seriously, in this 20 years living life, we obsorb so much belief from others, we are always a student, we learn from others’ books, blogs, and a lot of things.But are they right for ourselves?

Actually, we all want to become some person in our inner sight, we might want to be successful, we might want to be rich, to have a good life, good relationship, good score, get good schorlorship. We want to become some person.But that’s are this society tell us that we should do that, but is that really true, or is it really suitable for us? Might be not i have to say.

In the myth, sometiems we say that we all have the former life and we all have the soul, that might be not very trustworthy, but that can also be right.

When we talk about why we need to write, why we need to have an own website, we are not only means we need to better develop our own influence, why? Why we need to have influence, why we need to build the social media, if you ask yourself, you might find that the belief is not real, it might not your desire, it’s from other’s belief.Or you just expect the successful situation that you are around by a lot of followers, you might want that. That might be all of us’s dream, we all want to be a king, we want to have a lot of followers. But do you really need to be a king, or do you know the price to be a king? From the history, we can find that if you are a king, your life is so boring. So actually, we just need to live, always live, we should know our own mission or might not any mission, but just live. That might be the only meaning.

Self-disipline, why it’s very easy for some people, but very difficult for other people, the reason might be

In this era, Ai really changes a lot, but they just change the way and efficiency we get access to the information and knowledeg, but what haven’t been changed is the memory and our insight of ourselves, we need to find our deep desire, we need to know what is something that we truly want.

We need to experience the life more, that means

actually, i also have the desire just like an ordinary person, i want to have love, and i need the relationship, i hope to get love from others, those are all i need.maybe that’s from the genre or maybe we just

sometimes we all deeply immersed in the problem solving mindset, that means, we just want to solve all the problems in our life, but why our life is just like always the risk of fire, we always try to cut off the fire.Maybe the reason is we never think why we have such belief, and we never adjust the opinions and informaiton from others and make them more suitable for us.

We think that we absolutely can’t scape from the uncertainty and uncomfort, but we should change our view to this world, becasue our belief from others really influence our opinion to this world, and that would finally influence our living feeling.

we want to know how the language shape our thinking, and we want to know how to avoid that influence or make use of that influence from language.

Just like meditation, we can’t get very immdiate effect after very short-time practicing, we need to continue writing and continue practicing. Then one day, we might find that our mind become more muture, that means we are always developing our own mind, our knowledge scheme, we know what is suitable for us, or we can say more suitable for primary us.

We are still curious about this world, so we need to understand ourselves and understand the world rules, we want to become a better player if we view the world as a game,

Then we want to know what language we need to use, i think that the enlgish would be better, at least from primary feeling, because the chinese writing practice at senior and high school influence our language using ability, so we can use english writing to help us resist this influence, that means, if the language using brain is the same, we can use english to make that brain region more powerful, then it migh t benefit our chinese using ability.

Another point that we should pay attention to is that we need to us higher order thinking, that means we should first to write our direct feeling and deep feeling first, because they are fleeting, what we need to do is to capture those feelings and thoughts, because that is our feeling to the life.

Why i don’t like chinese, because you can think that the chinese writing practice is so ugly, they don’t require your higher order thinking, you can’t revise it because you never have the space, so you have to dance in a very comfortable zone, that is not good.

We always contrast ourselves with others, maybe they have the same age, and maybe they have the same situation with us, but

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用中文也可以进行思考，但是这种思考，总是会有一些别扭，因为本质上还是在打转。

如果想要使用中文思考，higher-thinking is needy. 你可以尝试不同的语言的写作，但是使用中文写作会让我觉得还没有那么顺畅，像英文那么顺畅。

我们需要明白写作应该也是受限的，这意味着我们要有句子的意识。每一个句子的意义是不同的，it’s not deeply, i don’t know why, but the truth is that when i use english to write, i just feel more fluent, that might muse, but that’s my primary feeling, so if we want to use language to develp our understanding of this world, we can use english.

That’s a very good tool.