Ok, sometimes, we think that we shouldn’t trust feeling too much, this has been talked in previous posts, but here we want to deeply think about that. So now you can imagine that you have a basic website, and you have already published some posts on that, you feel satisfied, but when you see some other people’s website, like they have more functions on their website, their fonts’ color .

Actually, having a website, we can gradually build our own world in this space, we can write, learn, and link to something that we are interested in.That makes others know us better, in the future, if somebody wants to know us more, they can directly see our website.

So when we talk about whether should we have a social media, I think we can have a try, we can try to publish some articals. We are just building your world, so we can show this process.

Anyway, we should not listen to our feeling too much, yes, we should trust our own intuition, but we also need to know, we have to try, it doesn’t matter too much about your feeling, it really matters you try, fail and try again. Because our ancient brain is so old, that it can not adopt to this new world, something that it feel threat might not be true, we need to recognize such threat-feeling and insist on trying and failing.

So back to our previous quesiton, if we have already had a website, we can talk to this world, and we are building something that might attract some people who have the same interests and the same value with us. But we have to say, if you want more people know you, you need to get a social media, i haven’t thought a very proper metaphor, but it’s just like social media gives you the flow, and your website makes others know true yourself, that’s the difference.

Here we want to add something that we feel we want to do, so why you put those things here, maybe it can be a to do list, or maybe it can be a learning space, or maybe we just put something in this page, because we are showing the life building process, that means the process was recording, we know what we do every day, and we know what we want to record, what we want to keep in mind. Yes, that’s the meaning of website, it’s our space, we don’t know why that can make sense, but our feeling and intuition tell us that we should build our website gradually.

We can add new pages and link to other websites, github pages, and some others things, we can also start a project to tell how we build a paper, and how we think about that.

That doesn’t mean we have less worry or we become more comfortable, it just means we start building, or maybe some other words to describe this process, we have less ego, and we want to achieve something, here records all the process. It’s the motivation cycle, we can see all the progress in one space, all the directions with link.

Sometimes when we make some developments on some direction, like today you might find a better way to read the paper which can help you efficiently read the paper. Or maybe today you build a website, you post the first post on the social media. Oh, yeah, these are all very good things, but why you feel so “happy” and you want to escape from continue insisting on your routine.

You forgot about your deep desire, you forget what you want to achieve, that means you are satisfying, and you want to get back into the comfort zone.

Yes, we don’t know if we can’t do the social media, whether we will get success, that means the freedom. We can think that nobody can get the true freedom, so if you feel that you can never get the freedom, then you think that you should feel better at the primary momoment, that’s totally fine.

But that doesn’t mean what we want to become is never can come true, it will, it absolutely will, anything that we imagine in our brain will come true.

You don’t know how much time we need to achieve someone we want to be, but actually, we can live a life style that he/she will live.

Now imagine what he/she will do in one day. He/She might get up early to write something, he/she might meditate, he/she might then make breakfast for himself, he/she might do some excersise, or he/she might do a schedule for his next day. When he/she faces some challenges and some new tasks, he/she can know how to make a priority between those tasks. He/She knows how to use his own emotion, he/she knows the balance between the rest and work. He/She can continue insist on his habits although something might influence his/her feeling.

So you can imagine what your future-self would have a what life, then live in that style, yes, he is not satisfying, because he also has his own troubles, and the new challenges is always happening.

A big problem here is what we need to share after we have already created our own website, we can have a space online, we can create something that might be viewed by the future-self.

So yes, we can say that the website is a space we can communicate with the future-self, but we also need to understand that why do we need to write. We write just because we want to know better about our own voice. Sometimes we don’t use our voice too much, and we might forget what’s our voice like.

What we finally want to build is the whole system of mind, that means we can know what is a good relationship, we can know how to communicate with others. It doesn’t mean that if we have a website, then we must have a voice teach others, we just need to recognize that we can reorganize the content and revise the content anytime and anywhere. It’s also a brand to the world what i am thinking, and what i want to know.

So from the point of myth, the website building might mean we just need to write something that we are curious about, and we are just communicating with the future-self, with the world.

So here is another gap, if in the future, we want to add something like stories, the good pictures, the good musics, the good movies, we all want to add to this website, is it right?

It maybe right, maybe not. But no matter how much you make to this website, what you should always keep in mind is that you need to keep calm.

Sometimes we feel that we are very good, because maybe we finish something or just that thing makes have such good feeling, like writing a blog, sometimes blog writing can influence my feeling.I would write gradually into an exciting state.

But that feeling might not be right, we need to be calm.

We can listen to some relaxing music, we need to clarify our feeling and our actions, because it’s usually not our feeling that makes us, it’s the actions that makes us. Don’t use your feeling to replace the actions.

Habit, persistance is the only thing that can make sense. Sometimes a great idea might hit us, but that doesn’t mean we can get something, we have to know that only the persistence can make sense, that should be our principle.

So anything that can help us to better persist, like meditation, calm music, work-life balance, is what we should value. Something that might influence our persistence like fluctuating feeling and emotions, we need to pay attention to that when the trigger shows.

I have always wanted a website, ate the start point, what i want is to share something on the social media, because we think that we can gradually build our own influence.But ask myself, where is this belief from? It’s from others’opinion like the book 《show your work》.

Think that seriously, in this 20 years living life, we obsorb so much belief from others, we are always a student, we learn from others’ books, blogs, and a lot of things.But are they right for ourselves?

Actually, we all want to become some person in our inner sight, we might want to be successful, we might want to be rich, to have a good life, good relationship, good score, get good schorlorship. We want to become some person.But that’s are this society tell us that we should do that, but is that really true, or is it really suitable for us? Might be not i have to say.

In the myth, sometiems we say that we all have the former life and we all have the soul, that might be not very trustworthy, but that can also be right.

When we talk about why we need to write, why we need to have an own website, we are not only means we need to better develop our own influence, why? Why we need to have influence, why we need to build the social media, if you ask yourself, you might find that the belief is not real, it might not your desire, it’s from other’s belief.Or you just expect the successful situation that you are around by a lot of followers, you might want that. That might be all of us’s dream, we all want to be a king, we want to have a lot of followers. But do you really need to be a king, or do you know the price to be a king? From the history, we can find that if you are a king, your life is so boring. So actually, we just need to live, always live, we should know our own mission or might not any mission, but just live. That might be the only meaning.

Self-disipline, why it’s very easy for some people, but very difficult for other people, the reason might be

In this era, Ai really changes a lot, but they just change the way and efficiency we get access to the information and knowledeg, but what haven’t been changed is the memory and our insight of ourselves, we need to find our deep desire, we need to know what is something that we truly want.

We need to experience the life more, that means

actually, i also have the desire just like an ordinary person, i want to have love, and i need the relationship, i hope to get love from others, those are all i need.maybe that’s from the genre or maybe we just

sometimes we all deeply immersed in the problem solving mindset, that means, we just want to solve all the problems in our life, but why our life is just like always the risk of fire, we always try to cut off the fire.Maybe the reason is we never think why we have such belief, and we never adjust the opinions and informaiton from others and make them more suitable for us.

We think that we absolutely can’t scape from the uncertainty and uncomfort, but we should change our view to this world, becasue our belief from others really influence our opinion to this world, and that would finally influence our living feeling.

we want to know how the language shape our thinking, and we want to know how to avoid that influence or make use of that influence from language.

Just like meditation, we can’t get very immdiate effect after very short-time practicing, we need to continue writing and continue practicing. Then one day, we might find that our mind become more muture, that means we are always developing our own mind, our knowledge scheme, we know what is suitable for us, or we can say more suitable for primary us.

We are still curious about this world, so we need to understand ourselves and understand the world rules, we want to become a better player if we view the world as a game,

Then we want to know what language we need to use, i think that the enlgish would be better, at least from primary feeling, because the chinese writing practice at senior and high school influence our language using ability, so we can use english writing to help us resist this influence, that means, if the language using brain is the same, we can use english to make that brain region more powerful, then it migh t benefit our chinese using ability.

Another point that we should pay attention to is that we need to us higher order thinking, that means we should first to write our direct feeling and deep feeling first, because they are fleeting, what we need to do is to capture those feelings and thoughts, because that is our feeling to the life.

Why i don’t like chinese, because you can think that the chinese writing practice is so ugly, they don’t require your higher order thinking, you can’t revise it because you never have the space, so you have to dance in a very comfortable zone, that is not good.

We always contrast ourselves with others, maybe they have the same age, and maybe they have the same situation with us, but

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用中文也可以进行思考，但是这种思考，总是会有一些别扭，因为本质上还是在打转。

如果想要使用中文思考，higher-thinking is needy. 你可以尝试不同的语言的写作，但是使用中文写作会让我觉得还没有那么顺畅，像英文那么顺畅。

我们需要明白写作应该也是受限的，这意味着我们要有句子的意识。每一个句子的意义是不同的，it’s not deeply, i don’t know why, but the truth is that when i use english to write, i just feel more fluent, that might muse, but that’s my primary feeling, so if we want to use language to develp our understanding of this world, we can use english.

That’s a very good tool.

《show your work》actually influences my understanding of social media system, the author says that we need to build something and share our process of building such things.

But the obstacle here is what you need to build, you can build a project if you want like something might be useful for others, the vibe coding now is very convenient, you can also build something like music, like a picture.Yes, you are creating something, you feel so energetic, because you are just enthusiastic about that, then you can share the process on the social media.

So what here we need to pay attention is what’s your intention. If you want to get others’ approvement, because a lot of people encourage you that you should build the social media. Becuase you need to build your influence just like you have to do that, if you don’t do that, you are behing and you might be craved by the time-train.

Now i think that is just a muse, because nowadays, if you can’t find your desire first, like you think something is truly attracting you. Then you just do the social media, you might get a very bad feedback, sometimes people say that the most earlier people who do the social media then they get the biggest success, it seems that the time influence all the things.

I can’t agree with that, i think what you should do is to try to understand what you are truly interested in.Like me, i don’t think that sometimes the code is useful, i alway like reading, i want to get more knowledge about the brain, or any other psychological influence about ourselves, because i think the better understanding of that can help me to live better, that’s what i think more important.

So what i need to build is such process, i need to develop my mind, my opinion, my knowledge scheme, i want to know more, the knowledge about the world. I want to know the medicine, the learing, the law, the economy, the market…

So actually, i will insist on that, because i feel energy from doing such things, instead of sharing and the feedback from others.